I dreamt of you yesterday night.In my dream,I was at this place,like a wide field or something.So in the dream,i broke down and started to run as fast as i could,feeling totally lost and probably,the worst heartbreak ever.Suddenly,i felt somebody hugging me tightly from behind,holding me tight as if it didn't want me to continue running.That person whispered "please don't cry.everything's gonna be okay.pls don't go just yet".That familiar scent.That familiar voice.That familiar feeling.That familiar warmth of the arms holding me.That familiar comforting feeling of the words that came out of that mouth.I knew it was you.I was positive that it was you.The dream was too real,i think i could have tasted your breath and i was damn sure that I've inhaled your scent.Then suddenly,i woke up from my dream.I woke up to reality and realised that it was just a dream,a pathetic dream that will never happen.I cried because i know that i'll only have you in my dreams and hated the fact that I'm losing you.I've always hated dreams like that,it's not my first time having dreams like that.Those dreams never fail to give me false hopes and who in the right mind loves getting false hope?I think i'm missing you so much,too much actually.

i hate being the young one . says:
the truth is ,
i hate being the young one . says:
the story was never about anyone
i hate being the young one . says:
i just wanted to see if you cared about who i liked
i hate being the young one . says:
or who i was with
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but
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i did right?
i hate being the young one . says:
you did ,
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or did i screw it?
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seriously tell me
i hate being the young one . says:
you didnt .
i hate being the young one . says:
izzuan ,
i hate being the young one . says:
i dont want to be your adik already .
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and why's that?
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
i'm not good enough kan
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
awww shit
i hate being the young one . says:
no . its because i dont like you as my abang .
i hate being the young one . says:
i never have .
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
u never have?
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
why?
i hate being the young one . says:
i never have .
i hate being the young one . says:
because ive always loved you as someone who fcuking close to me
i hate being the young one . says:
*whos
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
anna , i tak fhm the part I NEVER HAVE
i hate being the young one . says:
i never have wanted you as a brother . i only used that as an excuse to get close to you . im sorry .
i hate being the young one . says:
because all this while ,
i hate being the young one . says:
you were someone from the opposite sexs i knew .
i hate being the young one . says:
not my brother .
i hate being the young one . says:
youre my GREATEST UTMOST VALUABLE friend
i hate being the young one . says:
dont hate me
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
ic
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i never hate u
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and i shall never hate u
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cos i love you
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and you know that
i hate being the young one . says:
love me as a ?
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and i will be always be with u
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as long as you want to
i hate being the young one . says:
sister ?
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
nope love you like i've always love my fam members
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cos you help me
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i help u
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and we are liek close
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
but never close enough
i hate being the young one . says:
ya ,
i hate being the young one . says:
ok
i hate being the young one . says:
thank you for telling me
anna . says:
bye izzuan .
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
anna
anna . says:
dont call me adikku or anything .
anna . says:
(:
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
you got ur hp nback?
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
yesh i know
anna . says:
yup
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from now on , no more sis & abg
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anna . says:
yaya
anna . says:
friends . like normal .
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
anna , ur no is 817?
anna . says:
yup
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
that's ur onli number kan?
anna . says:
u bring your hp to sch ?
anna . says:
yup
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
yesh
anna . says:
ok
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
anan
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but you kno
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i've always treated you more then a friends
anna . says:
hahah . i know . youve always treated me like you FAMILY member . you just told me
anna . says:
(:
anna . says:
right ?
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
yesh
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and maybe
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someone special kan
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
but it's ohkay ah
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if you treat me like normal friends
anna . says:
hhah . someone special like ?
anna . says:
elly ?
anna . says:
haha .
anna . says:
you know
anna . says:
what ?
anna . says:
i dont want to know .
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
i dnu!
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u never tell
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WHAT ELLY!
anna . says:
i cant believe i told you EVERYTHING .
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
it's the TRUTH right?
anna . says:
nono .
anna . says:
its all alie

anna . says:
form the beginning
anna . says:
izzuan . surely your smater to know if im telling the truth right
anna . says:
obviously i was honest .
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
yesh
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
ohkay ah DIYANAH
anna . says:
aww .
anna . says:
dotn call me that
anna . says:
you know i dont like that name
seven thooussandd kisses ; a record <3 says:
sure ANNA .