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Saturday, December 22, 2007 @ 8:31 PM
mohamed hariz bin mohamed sidek - did i get that right ?god , i miss him . well they thought i was lying when i said i loved him . i still do and im not scared to tell you too . he might be a strong talker ; he always leaves me speechless .but i still like him the way he is .forget what he has done and who he was ; he's now mine and im happy (:he seems to take patience in my ignorance and changes those scares into encouragement .WHAT THE FCUK AM I BLABBERING ABOUT ?haha . i miss him alot lah oi ! i just think about him every minute . wonder if he has eaten . is he okay ?yesterday , we talked on the phone in the night like usual . i had fallen sick but i still refuse to tell him . i'll get better i know so no worries . we talked about the day before .then i told him how i felt . he was like talking and talking and talking and talking . nothing went in my head . because like ive said , he's a strong talker and he leaves me speechless . he sounded more like a lecturer . haha . then after a few hours of talking he said he was sleepy but refused to sleep ; being a girlfriend , i asked him to sleep . he was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute . he kept saying he was worried because he felt something weird .i'll takecare of myself honey . i love you to the max and i miss you every second . god , i sound mushy but i do mean it .I LOVE YOU HARIZ AND IM NOT AFRAID TO TELL THE WORLD ; I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU AND I DAMN HOPE THAT I WONT .
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