please read then forward to others ((:

thank you .





αππα says:i think he likes you ; as in the rumour MUST be true

αππα says:HE ACTED SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO O MANJE AND MIYANG

αππα says:haha

deena . says:HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH


αππα says:deena over there smiling is it ?

αππα says:hahaha

αππα says:wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;

αππα says:i know you like him also

αππα says:you blush everytime i say he likes you

αππα says:sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo obvious you blushing

deena . says:LOL

deena . says:okayy okayy . i don't deny







deena suka imran lah ! malunyer dier ! ahahah .

today ; heres in pointform .



went to school ;

go IT ;

go GEOG ;

go BREAK ;

go ENG , kena marah like hell cos i was the ONLY one mls nk buat h/w .

then blahblah ;

then finish sch ;

then go see B girls tournament ;

then go home .

our school lost to northland 23-04 . hahaha !


but they did their best ; best .
heh . got fishes at the pond . nicenice .

i cannot believe darni said i changed and all ;

i dont understand at all , yes i admit i have not spend enough time with you and all . but dont you think youre being too unreasonable ? i cant do the things i used to do anymore right ? my family has seen through all my actions ; ive changed in what i do but not who i am . im a girl , you expect me to go out in the middle of the night to lepak far from where i live && where no one would really care about me and to wake up in the morning to go home alone . you guys think for a second lah ; just because i know things like all of you doesnt mean i am as old as you guys and think like you guys .


you guys are not guiding me ; this nonsense has effected me .
klao aku ade problem krg pkir aperh ? kaki lepak aku nk tlg ? please manggs . im dying sick of this "relaxing" period .

you guys can do what you like . im here because i grew up with you guys ; not because i love what you guys do ; Effie is gone . he was the only one who knew to at least keep you guys alive . he didnt teach me to drink and smoke and what not . i cant believe he went first .

you guys make my blood boil ; aperh ? " Anna anak sundal ? puki mak ? "

who are you to say that man ? have you forgotten who gave you shelter when you didnt have one ?

sape sak buat kau
macam anak sendiri ?
kau dah lupe ?
itu mak aku kan !

i dont know what to say ; was it because of effie you guys were tamed ?

Effie , anna minta maaf .
anna tidak pernah minta maaf walaopn telah byk anna buat kesalahan .
anna dah serah kalah . ( oh shit ; my mly is sucking lollipops )

a part of me has given up ; i was hoping maybe too much .







given up ; given up ; given up ; really .

this was after the sec one's orientation ; we helped teacher pick alot of sec one students .

it was fun .

i really tak malu y'know .

i was like screaming and pulling ppl to our booth .

alot of girls went to us lah .

but coach only pick 15 .

then after that we all went to emy's house .

makan maggi ; then .

we surfed the net .





then i was bored so i asked emy for the guitar .

she ask me to take myself so i went to her brother's room and took it .

played a few notes then played Your Guardian Angel .

they all sang along ; damn fun lah .



then we went home
got home during mahgrib .




sembahyang then go online . then sleep .




(:

'we would only experience loss when its the departure of a loved one.
but they who departs this earth do not die for us immediately,
but remain bathed in a sort of aura of life
which bears no relation to true immortality
but through which they continue to occupy our thoughts
in the same way as when they were alive .'

and those very words have pierced right through me
i have been sitting on this very chair
finding the right words to say
only to find myself still at lost for words

so here i am , still in shock and in disbelief
and this time , not like the other times
i really dont know what to say

just that i miss you
i think about you
your jokes , your smile, your warmth
how much being with our family means to you
and how much i pray to god to keep you safe in heaven

we fought so hard . YOU fought so hard. it all happen so fast.
you shouldnt have gone this way. its so sad and unfair , you know?
cos its not like we gave up . we fought all the way through.
we sacrificed so much to see you live another day
and we fought with our hearts
all those times we got so upset over your sickness
you were there , as our pilliar of strength, so strong
when you were the one we should have been there for
now you're gone , im so sad

you were so good . why must God take you so soon.
im not angry with God , but like everyone else , we all want answers
usually when we cant have them

i thought i was okay when i didnt cry the whole day .
but i find myself in such grieving pain right now .
so many people have been crying , so many
i just want you to know that .
not because i dontwant you to leave in peace , but i need you to know you meant so much to us
and i dont want you to go

i know i never said that to you . no one did . cos we dint expect you to go so soon . now we have to rise to the occasion and accept this

i miss you . i really do . and i know how much i cry , it wont bring you back , but you must know this, that you were a gd person and your life was very meaningful. you've help this family to soar . and we owe it to you . i honour you . i respect you . and i miss you .

oh God , if your listening to me , tell him we miss him . i miss him so much
i just cant believe that ill never see you again , you know
i just cant beleive i have to depend on pictures to see your face once again
i just cant believe that its beginning to get so painful when i think about you
i know no one would understand how it feels , not when you have not experienced a death of a somewhat a family member , but like someone once said about her experience ,
"its very hard"
now i know exactly how you feel . and you really wished , really wished it hadnt happened . really . i miss you .


oh God . give me strength , give all of us strength to pull through . please .

This song is by Chris Brown - With you

its very cute and sweet so i decided to post it here (:



I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Oh girl

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, andYou're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you...ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Yeah

And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you,
with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you,
with you, with you...Baby yeah

this is something i wont write always ; but im still indebted (;





today , shafiq chatted with me



talked about his friendster about me section .



then he got fed up then asked me to forget about it .



i was like okay .









then ana chatted with me ;



she asked me about the school today and if it was big .



then we chat2 .



the she asked me my flashbox kena spam anot ; obviously i said yes .



then she helped me .











though we didnt find the stupid person ,



she was one hell of a brave one . haha . come to think of it , shes really funny .











currently talking to amrullah , he was like how the first day of school ?



somebody sec one already seyy .



hahah . i was like " eh ! looking down on me is it ? "



then it was all about me . ( you wouldnt wanna know )

the we chatted but then my daddy came home ;

he was frustrated so he scolded me and all .

i shut down the pc then went to my room .









this story is toooo boring ;









bye .






















ps : Hariz ; imy & ily .
amirah babbeyy ; dont be sad .

today's the first day of school .

Bloghopper , i cannot believed you replied .

what an embarassment .

if you want to say things
about me , i dont care .

this is still my blog . i can have a whole full of shits in it and you being a baby .

i still dont give a damn .

before you try to shoot me down with those remarks , please see to the fact that you have your english checked .

unless you cant get those punctuations corrected ; then dont bitch about people .

everyone gives themselves a nickname ; i dont see me being any different from anybody .

YOU CALL YOURSELF BLOGHOPPER ; AN UTTER DISCRIMMINATION TO THE PROBLEM YOU RAISED HERE .

if i cant call myself Anna ,

then who the heck are you

to call yourself bloghopper ?

look in the mirror darling ; you have your flaws .

dont make others point them out for you .

dont talk to me about living the world when youre not near perfection .

thank you for telling me
what you think ;
but i still dont give a shit .

you have no right to come and tell me how to live my life .

im very much in the state where im old enough to show you who i CAN BECOME .

like you said , "diyanah" and also dreaming to be captain, when she isnt even one. like god , can u imagine tht?

Let me point out here that you said im DREAMING TO BE CAPTAIN .

LET ME DEFINE THE WORD DREAM : it solely means that im not , but fantasizing and thinking that i can .

the word TO BE is another situation .

i didnt say i was . which is a fact .

dreaming is not at all wrong .

youre real dumb .

im just dreaming to be but i didnt say i was .

i'll wait for the day when you'll come up to me and scream .

wondering just who you are makes me smile .

im happy you care about my life and me .

everyone would just ignore .

live your own life you scum .




I'LL STAND UP FOR MYSELF . NO NEED FOR YOU TO TEACH ME .
FROM WHAT I KNOW , YOU'RE A "NOBODY" TOO (: