i cannot believe darni said i changed and all ;

i dont understand at all , yes i admit i have not spend enough time with you and all . but dont you think youre being too unreasonable ? i cant do the things i used to do anymore right ? my family has seen through all my actions ; ive changed in what i do but not who i am . im a girl , you expect me to go out in the middle of the night to lepak far from where i live && where no one would really care about me and to wake up in the morning to go home alone . you guys think for a second lah ; just because i know things like all of you doesnt mean i am as old as you guys and think like you guys .


you guys are not guiding me ; this nonsense has effected me .
klao aku ade problem krg pkir aperh ? kaki lepak aku nk tlg ? please manggs . im dying sick of this "relaxing" period .

you guys can do what you like . im here because i grew up with you guys ; not because i love what you guys do ; Effie is gone . he was the only one who knew to at least keep you guys alive . he didnt teach me to drink and smoke and what not . i cant believe he went first .

you guys make my blood boil ; aperh ? " Anna anak sundal ? puki mak ? "

who are you to say that man ? have you forgotten who gave you shelter when you didnt have one ?

sape sak buat kau
macam anak sendiri ?
kau dah lupe ?
itu mak aku kan !

i dont know what to say ; was it because of effie you guys were tamed ?

Effie , anna minta maaf .
anna tidak pernah minta maaf walaopn telah byk anna buat kesalahan .
anna dah serah kalah . ( oh shit ; my mly is sucking lollipops )

a part of me has given up ; i was hoping maybe too much .







given up ; given up ; given up ; really .