sorry i havent been updating.

haha (: thanks guys for the compliments towards the post.

i thought no one reads anna's blog.
well. ive been really busy.
busy because ive been needed to do ALOT of chores and assignments.
i cannot balance my schedule that well so i'm reducing my blogging time to doing my school works.

if you'd ask me, i wouldnt wanna post here even if i had time.
well, not that i dont want to post.
i would, but its like im emotionally insane at the moment so i wouldnt want posts about the things im going through, affecting my blogging style.
you find my reason stupid but im being real honest.








its been hard for me these few days.
because ive been sick.
not only physically but mentally too.
ive never been so stressed out in my life.
just recently, i skipped three periods of lessons in school by staying up in class while everyone's at the learning venue.
i find it oh so not professional that im skipping lessons just to distress myself.
Whatmore, im suppose to be an examplary student.
i too find it selfish that im worrying the others around me.
no one reprimanded me for doing so because they understood the situation.
well, i think my situation is far from serious.
its really minor. but its really affecting everything.
making it a bigbig issue.
Well the main mess was family and work.
then my life added a + FTB bf to commitments and problems.
Like hell, DAMMMIT.
bigbig issues makes it hard for me to cope with everything.
i cry almost everyday, always leaving things like unattended to or not finishing it up.
im sorry to trouble those who have helped me along the way.
its as though im coping up with another scene of death.
you may not understand the hell fuck im talking about.
but im happy i didnt talk nonsensically like i always do.
at least this post proves something to some people and makes people understand.
"Oh Anna , shut the lame emo crap. OR Anna, youre making me confuse."
sorry. well, you'll have to be in my shoes to understand me.
Im not being an emoshit.
im learning to stand on my two feet, you scums.
It's gonna get harder but im willing to let go and give it a try.


Thank you dear ones for standing by me.
Family:
- I HOPE ALL GETS WELL SOON.
- I WANT TO PROVE IM GOOD.
Work:
- I'LL BE ABLE TO COPE YOU SON OF A BITCH.
- STOP JUDGING ME.
Boy:
- I'LL WAIT, DONT WORRY.


oh, and hey, fuck you evil creatures.
you can look down on me now.
we'll see who'll bother to catch you when youre falling down.
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