i got friggin pissed today.
mrs chee, she like totally made me super duper sad lorh.
she said i can only attend the next trip to some other place next year.
NEXT YEAR, YOU HEAR THAT.
like ive said, bangkok's a bitch.
so nice and full of clothes.
and nice stuff.
she said the application or what shit close already.
she said if i had told her a month sooner, it would be muchmuchmuch more better for i would have gotten in.
thats why im sad - too hopeful liao.
but nonetheless, ive still got lovely school to attend to.
OMG. i so forgot to meet mrs koh tadi!
omgomgomgomg. nvm.
anyways, i just decided to blog so i could distress a little.
im not much in a stress.
more of a disappointment cum confusion kinda state.

just now, me and ashhy along with ami.
we went to the hangout spot.
but before we went there.
ashhy got a msg.
it was from whoever the whatever.
the person messaged me when i was otw to sp.
but i couldnt reply.
she messaged qin.
i called the person lah.
she bebual keling.
sialah, that part i was like super fed up lah.
first, she called me a minah - i totally am not, ah girl.
then she act like she dont know who the hell sms`ed me.
like wtf kan.
then i messaged again.
i called.
then the person picked up and asked if i was ashhy.
not blowing the cover, i passed the phone to ashhy.
they talked.
she said got problem with me and dd.
she said she was Dd's girlfriend since two months ago.
she mentioned Im and Dna.
walao, DRAG SOMORE PEOPLE LAH.
YOUR MOTHER DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME UH?
fcuk lah. i got so pissed.
i started tearing and cursing.

if you had wanted a clean ending, you should have told me to my face.
guys are such people who i believe are not much of the 'balls' kinda people.
dont ask someone to call me on the phone.
i wont oblige to you request.
you can believe what you want.
just dont make me hate my friend.
or rather, dont FRIEND, dont make me hate him.

oh you nimcompoops!

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