Too many things bothering me . There's nobody that i can really talk to . I'm jealous of other girls who have their mums as their bestfriend . Seems like they can talk to their mum about anything , share their problems with . Not in my case though . i cannot talk to my mum about anything . I wish i could , and i would love to but i cannot talk to her without her yelling at me and pointing out my flaws . The last thing i need when i'm having problems is someone to yell at me . I love my mum , no doubt , but i wish that i could open up to her. Sometimes , i wish that she'll be more proud of me as her daughter . I know that i'm not as smart as others or i'm not exactly the "perfect daughter material" but sometimes i wish i am . I guess i wished too much huh ? I don't feel like talking to any of my family members anymore . I don't think that my presence is needed here , i feel as if i'm polluting the air in the house . Maybe because they think that the only reason i'm living is to hurt their feelings ? Well WISH GRANTED cause i'm going to distant myself away from them for awhile .

I sound too emo (YUCK) . * HAPPY THOUGHTS *

sometimes when
someones writes these things
, you might feel the same way .

Hi Anna.

How're you feeling?

Hey earthlings (: Its been I dont know since when since i last blogged. I know, you missed me. Right? (:
Well, since the day i last blogged, a lot has happened and i was like dying to post everything i felt. But too bad, my comp started being this nasty bitch and got a little retarded so i didn't get to use it.

you know, i got closer to Helmi over the months. Honestly, he looks like my brother. Well more like, my brother looked like him when he was young. Well he's nice and he shares the passion for photography. He's kinda mixed in a lot of things and i dont know how to label him, its like he's freestyle. In case you doofuses dont know, he's with this hardcore chic. Lol, i meant she's heavy on the laughter and words and she's like the size of my thumb. No kid man. She's Dian, and if you dont know her, look her up in the dictionary, bet you'll find the words to describe her as, LOUD, FUNNY, BLUR AND CUTE. ((:

Adeey got together with Darling Mira. Its kinda sweet looking at them. Oh Mira, the picture of Adeey in your blog, the first one, is like SUPER CUTE. Oh Amirah, THANK YOU. THANK YOU, SO MUCH THAT I HOPE THE MOON WILL FALL ON YOU TONIGHT AND SHOWER YOU WITH LEMONS. Lol. Last time i checked Emy broke up with Ikrimah and is like always, she's being normally free.
Ashhy's the same. She insane and sweet but full of crap. And i meant it in the most nicest way. LR's pretty much dead so I shan't really bother about elaborating.

We've been hanging out a lot. Slacking over, who cares where. Slacking sounds like the kinda things those mats and minahs would do. I admit we did that, but SO NOT like them. Well, a little. I've got netball in the afternoon. And Mira's following me to my mum's shop to help. So i'd have to end it here. I miss my darling boyfriend if you guys don't know.

XOXO,
Banana Wonders.

SAY THANKS TO WHO, ANNA?

((((:

-Mira

Hi Anna, Mira Kerns here.

Heh why arent u updating yr blog? Look at yr tagboard. Its like full of BIRD SHITzzxxsxx. (: Ahaha, oh i forgot, yr comp is MIA right? Haha, anyway, i miss u. I know we just met yesterday, but i really miss u already. Hahah.

LAST LONG WITH YR GAY BOYFRIEND OKAY. Hes cute, i think i have a small lil tiny winy crush on him when hes not wearing his specs. Gagagaga, kiddinggggggg (: I have gay boyfriend too(: His name is Ady! Hehehehehehe.

Remember, those times when u hve yr comp,
u always, ALWAYS give me long sweet comment saying that u love me and im like the best of the best friend of yours? Gosh, i miss them. Coming 8 years anna, weve been friends. And ive learnt alot of things from u. Without u, i dont think im what i am now. I think i would be stucked up bitch if theres no u. Haaaah.

I love u.

Okay okay, i shall not right too long.
U better update yrself okay. And btw, yr password is funny. Ahah.

Xoxo!

Hi i'm Hasroy.