Too many things bothering me . There's nobody that i can really talk to . I'm jealous of other girls who have their mums as their bestfriend . Seems like they can talk to their mum about anything , share their problems with . Not in my case though . i cannot talk to my mum about anything . I wish i could , and i would love to but i cannot talk to her without her yelling at me and pointing out my flaws . The last thing i need when i'm having problems is someone to yell at me . I love my mum , no doubt , but i wish that i could open up to her. Sometimes , i wish that she'll be more proud of me as her daughter . I know that i'm not as smart as others or i'm not exactly the "perfect daughter material" but sometimes i wish i am . I guess i wished too much huh ? I don't feel like talking to any of my family members anymore . I don't think that my presence is needed here , i feel as if i'm polluting the air in the house . Maybe because they think that the only reason i'm living is to hurt their feelings ? Well WISH GRANTED cause i'm going to distant myself away from them for awhile .

I sound too emo (YUCK) . * HAPPY THOUGHTS *

sometimes when
someones writes these things
, you might feel the same way .