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Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 10:58 PM
Thank you Emilia, I love you too. I'm so happy i got it off my chest, I love my mother, you should know how i feel. Thank you for offering to pray for my granddad and my mum. You're so sweet, i honestly feel like i've gotten my Emy back, i love you sayang (:Danial, I'm sorry, you didn't open up to me. But sometimes Danial, life's just don't go our way. I understand your situation, but i'll never know how you feel. It's you, i feel so helpless. But Danial sayang, your daddy's still your daddy, regardless. He chose the wrong path, he abandoned you. It's like your childhood never had him. But you have got to understand, life's a matter of how you see it. You're fifteen and kicking it, what's twl doing? Look at what it has done. There's so many other ways to seek help and pass time, i honestly do not understand why you have to do this. Your actions left me to feel a sudden tinge that drifted our relationship that's already on the verge of breaking. Shahirah can do whatever she wants for all i care, i dont think i know her anymore. Just because one problem appears after another, that doesn't mean you have to bail on everyone else to satisfy your wants.Everyone's here for you, from what i know, Didi's not capable of taking care of ALL your needs. i understand, he's there for you and i respect him for trying to do so but do you think you're as leveled as his family on his scale? And he's fifteen too, for pete's sake. It's no sin but he hasn't experienced everything to assure me anything. I'm not going to believe that someone who is of the same age and bearly making it, is going to take care of you. Didi's wonderful, in many ways, but i cannot be assured just because he asked me not to worry.I'm sorry Danial, many are behind me at this and i don't want my friend to just join a gang just because he needs to boost up his bravery. I don't believe in short cuts, earn your respect, you can be brave in many ways, it doesn't always have to be like this. I'm just against it, i'm sorry.You go think it through, i hope all ends well. I love you okay Danial, you're my bestfriend, i won't leave you just like that, i know words don't mean much but these are the only little things i can afford to do for now.
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