Hello fucklings, it's been a day since i last posted. It was a short one at that.
Class BBQ was fun, didnt expect such fun. Glad i came. Thank you Kai Leong and the rest for organising and fulfilling my stomach's needs. I love you guys. I had so much fun, and i cam whored so much, it was worth it.

I've been coming home super late these few days. My parents don't seem to mind, so i'll take it that my freedom's back. LET'S NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE.

I miss Syahiran a lot, i've been settling down at home and diverting my time into little conversations on the phone with him. He's been really sweet and i'm happy at the rate of things progressing. An hour to buka. Gosh, i feel like breaking my fast with bubble tea! Hahah.

Okay, i've got the whole week planned out already. We planned longlong ago to spend Monday with LR. So Monday's taken. We might be breaking our fast with Syida and Myra, after confirmation. Tuesday will be a whole day free and i'll be meeting Syahiran to go out and our break fast too. Can't wait. Wednesday is 'makan malam' with the Primary School classmates. Thursday is planned for family. Friday is with Hanis and the rest! Oh, makanmakan. Ugh, lapar. Bersabar la Anna.

Okay, today i'll be buka`ing alone. Cause Grandmommy's admitted into the hospital and parents are there to accompany her. Siblings are both out. And i feel like i should stay at home. So yeah (:






Till my other entry. Bye, bye, bye, chi byes.

I'M HOME, TIRED.
I'M ON THE CHAIR, SLEEPY.
PICTRES ARE TAKING QUITE AWHILE TO UPLOAD.
VIEW IT ON FACEBOOK.
I LOVE TODAY.
HATED THE NEWS I HEARD.
LOVED THE FUN.
HATED THE TIME.
MISSED THE PERSON.
HATED THE SENSITIVITY.


GOODBYE.

Namaku tak perlu disebutkan dari suara pasti kau kenalku
rupaku tak payah dibayangkan memang kau tak rugi bertemuku

Ku selalu lihat dari jauh kutahu kaupun rasa sesuatu
bila kau perlu diriku tiada biar menjadi misteri hidupmu

Aku tak pernah fikirkan cinta sekadar mengusik kamu
biarlah cinta yang datang padaku aku tak percaya

Aku tahu kau ingin bercinta janganlah cepat jatuh cinta
berkawan dahulu baru ceritanya sempurna

Memang benar kau jadi rebutan ramai gadis yang terpikat denganmu
tapi aku beza dari semua bukan aku menjual mahal

Kerana ku cukup semua hanya tiada hmmm teman lelaki
sekadar sekadar cuci mata melihat lelaki seperti kamu

Aku tak pernah fikirkan cinta sekadar mengusik kamu
biarlah cinta yang datang padaku aku tak percaya

Aku tahu kau ingin bercinta janganlah cepat jatuh cinta
berkawan dahulu baru ceritanya sempurna

Labels: "Memang benar kau jadi rebutan ramai gadis yang terpikat denganmu, tapi aku beza dari semua bukan aku menjual mahal."

You, the person i detest the most, who by now has already gotten her vajayjay loosen, I'd like to wish you the best of luck. In commiting a sin on this holy month, i know you're going to. I know you're both thinking of it. Go fuck yourselves in front of the mirror. Wait, i don't even think you'd dare to look into one while or after doing it. Such selfless act, you're just happy to please yourself. You're making it a trend, when it's our morals you're throwing away.

You're a motherfckin cheap slut. Dignity, i don't believe you even possess such thing. Your future, it's been drained out the moment you started it. Where's the thought of your future? What would your parents do if they found out? You're not helpless, you're doing it on your own will. You're making yourself the cheap slut. A SLUT. AND A CHEAP ONE. If i alone, can categorize you in such a way and label you with such demeaning words, what would others think of you then?

I'm not mean, i just don't get you. On one hand, i feel like cursing you, making sure you die and rot in hell. But on the other hand, i want to help you, guide you how.I'm just so disappointed, though i never knew you, it hurts to know he is doing this. And you're his accomplice.

But now, i feel that i have no authority,so i'll just back off.
Think of your parents, if not for yourself. Think of Allah.

Ya Allah, protect us from all the calamity and chaos. Too many eclipses, are not a good sign.
Semoga Allah dapat menunjuk jalan yang benar pade kau. Allah is forever forgiving, just pick yourself up and never do it again. Insyaallah, you won't be exposed tosuch things and kemudahan, you'll learn that trends, don't need you to follow.
Amin.

School was FREE today, free period everywhere. Hahah. Emy came after school for me, sweet kan? I aud with Ashhy too, but we need to re`aud tomorrow because we didn't do the song we planned to. We're going to do a cover "Everytime I Close My Eyes" by Babyface tomorrow, wish us luck. I'm going to show you an awesome cover of it below.



Omg, look whaat i found! points below!



This is the English version. This english version, was played by Amira and her friend for the teachers' day audition. They were awesome, really (:





This is the Korean Version with Lyrics, literally korean.

Thank god i deleted my previous post, i sounded like some minah'totek. Eeyuck.
No Hasroy, buat ape nk post about you?

Eh, if you didn't know, i totally zonked out this morning, i woke up so fcuking late. Later than Adib sia. Unbelievable.

Today's fun, i miss Emy. Padehal spend time full ngn dier nari sia, heh. I never puasa today, Cherry Snapple haven't over so during break, i went down for recess too! Hahaha, kekek la. I saw other malay students too, so malu tk malu between us only. It's kinda normal to see these kinda things nowadays, kalau nk katekn uh.

"Aud's tomorrow, should i go? If it rains tmr, i'll follow my mood."

Gaaaah, we're going to have our class gathering on Friday, meaning we're going to buke puase there. Not so far, okay then, i'm coming. Awww, i miss THEM, i'm going to ask them to buke puase with me soon.

ADIB, YOU GILA PIG, I HOPE YOUR NOSTRILS BECOME BIGGER AND THAT YOU WON HAVE FLU ANYMORE. Go drink a lot water before tmr's sahur. And eat more la, kering! Really one slenger uh you.
Ugh, talking about slenge, hahah, Zul, you also another slenge. Hahah, funny la you today. Emy another one, bigger slenge!

EH, EMY TODAY PUASA YOKYOK, SHE BUKE HER PUASA WHEN I WENT TO THE CANTEEN! Hahaha, Emy, i hope this will make you puasa. HAHH!

Okay, i'm not satisfied with my Common Test results but, at least i did better than Mid year. I passed MEAYU sia, both class test and common test paper, gila beb, it's like the first time? Ugh, that's how much i suck in mother tongue. I passed my Literature too, i got the mark everyone had, means average. Content much? *Crosses fingers for English*.

Boys over flowers made me re-watch every episode sia, stupid show. Damn, can someone show me a real Horror flick which will make me sleepless for nights? I need the adrenaline, badly.


After Ramadhan, I'll give free hugs and kisses to whoever comes to my house to raya. No duit raya, i very kemot. I give you makan kueh, then i campak you outside. Seeeeee la, i'm spouting nonsense due to the boredom. UGH, THEN IF MAKCIK KEROPOK VISITS ME (AGAIN), I GIVE HER MORE KEROPOK TO JUAL, AND I'M SO GONNA ASK HER TO JUAL DENDENG AS AN EXCLUSIVE ADDITION.


Did i tell you i drew a Chimpanzee for art today? I seriously think my Chimp damn handsome la, i bet if he's put in the zoo, he'll have a girlfriend instantly. Maybe i should just draw a seductive female Chimp beside him. I should, i should.

Okay la, i feel very slenge today. Okay, okay. Okay, will post again tmr.

Lovelove, Banana.




Oh, watch this video, i love this song, and the guy is awesome. Sedapsedap, okay indulge.

It's been two days already. I'm on cuti, i cant fast since i have my Cherry Snapple. A lot of things happened.
Not so contented with my results, but i'm okay (:

Went studying at Erica's place yesterday morning. I came late, so i made Erica and Kai Leong wait for one and a half hour!

I went out with Adib after school on Friday. I met him at about 4, i came late too. We slacked at the same place again. Ugh, boring la puasa, stay at home only.

Oh, on the first day of puasa, which was yesterday, my brother did the funniest shit ever. In the afternoon, while he was talking to my mum on the phone, he searched through my mum's bag. Then he started to whine. I walked past him and i stopped. "Luf, what you eating sia?" And he happily replied, "Mentos, from Mummy's bag." And i laughed so hard, i couldn't tell him in time so he swallowed the whole and i said, "PUASA NOT?!"

Ahhhh, i miss LFD, i think they sucking cocks now. So busy sampai cannot ajak lepak. UGH, HARI RAYA COMING SIAAAA.
I bet those kanchiong ladies already bought their kebayas or went to make theirs! Hahahaha. I love this season (:

Today, i came home early after celebrating Khidhir's birthday.
I cleared the house in case Razak got angry and then i used the laptop.
You know what happened?
Makcik keropok visited me sia.
I hope this makcik's human.
I freaked out for 20 mins or so, till i was like, "Eh, nothing's happening."
So i continued my routine.

I'm going out tmr, and i have Art Exhibition on Sunday. Come down if you'd like, it's at Nee Soon CC.
Gah, i'm meeting Babe tmr, i cant wait to go out sia. I came home early today tau!

Fags (:

Damn it, i miss Bobby.
Eh Bobby, if you read my blog, I havent put up your birthday video. I malu sia, if you're angry, your psl (: Oh, tag tau.

To Khidhir who just turned 18 today, I love you babe and Happy Birthday!

It's been an intense week so these three days, have been a blast. It's been so long since i got home late. Daddy's been a darling, thank you (:

On the 7th, after celebrating LR's day, i went to lepak at admiralty, ended up unvoluntarily volunteering myself for a national day event. Not cool. Cool thing was, Uncle supplied us fags to motivate us to come the next day. Hahah. I went home at about 11 plus after the rehearsals. I asked my dad to pick me up from e MRT station at admiralty but we ended up lepaking at the bus stop. Hahah. Funny la my dad. We bought KFC after lepaking. SEMPAT.


Next day was a Saturday, 8th, the day of the event. We all dressed up in black. I met Dd and Bam earlier but i ended up being late, sorry D. Hahah.

We went to Dd's place to meet everyone. Mert and the rest were like waiting outside the house because Uncle was sleeping. They said he even snored like super loud, hah. My shoe broke in the process, god bless Fira's grandma for supplying me glue.

We wore our vest and got our pictures taken. I got interviewed! I got excited instead of wishing i wasn't there. We were so patriotic, we were screaming the national anthem. After our first appearance, we ate our first meal, chicken and omelette and sharfin soup. I O2'ed a lot. After one meal, came another and another, never ending like the drink itself. Arris was acting silly with the fish la, belo.

Emy appeared and disappeared. Did i tell you a bapok comedian performed? Well, after the finale, we took a group photo with Kiki. And got debriefed at the circle by uncle. I asked daddy to pick me up at 12, and i found out daddy bought a new motorbike! Nicer and much more comfortable.

Overall, i'm happy i went for the event, it was pure gerekness.


On the 9th, Sunday, I went out pretty late, i went to my neighbour's engagement and a wedding at Bedok. Met Emy and Janson at City Hall. Janson bought a new guitar, nice (: He treated me to Cotton On and Mac, thank you! After which Emy and Janson went home while i went out with Adib. You know, Marina super packed? Super, packed`er than last year sia. We spent 2 hours just walking. When we got to Funan, i felt so blessed man. Did i tell you i saw Hasif? I dont think he saw me because i was so tired to call out for him. I got a free drink from Adib and we walked to the staion. He sent me to Sembawang and headed to Bedok to join his friends at ECP. I was about to lepak but Aizat insisted on me going home. I went home, greeted my dad and watched soccer with him. Manchester United like no balls la in that game, fcuking lousy. Lose somemore, memalukn. Ugh, the three days was gerek. Did i mention that earlier?

Aww, i miss texting you Babe. Something's amiss.

I don't know if i'm addicted to smoking,
if i'm addicted to the procedure of having a cigarette in my hands,
if i'm addicted to the feeling of inhaling the smoke,
if i'm addicted to that brush of nicotine inside the the cigarette,
or if i'm just used to it after a period of 5 years.
What is it?

Stupid saturday. I WANT TO LEAVE HOME, SMOKE, SCREAM, LIVE.

Ugh, why cant you guys jus handle me.