"Kadang kalah,
Allah menyembunyikan
matahari.
Meninggalkan
kami dengan
geruh and petir."
A few times I've wondered, whether I'll die thinking of Allah. I got scared and I started thinking of something else.
Sometimes, we'll fall hard and suffer a lot. When we pick ourselves up from all the struggles and pull through, only then we'll deserve our reward; Peace and happiness.
Things are easier said than done, i hope you're trying like you've promised. I don't want to keep on trying in vain.
Assalammualaikum.