I would like to use this time, before i sleep to do a little apologizing to the people who are dear to me.

Since it's Hari Raya, i would like to seek forgiveness from my family members, again. My parents have been supporting me, in every way. Though most of the times i don't see it,i know they've always supported me and wants nothing but the best for me. I get through everyday with vulgarities and screams, but that's just how my family is. We're so weirdly bonded.

The second person who i would like to apologize to, is Adib. Baby has been there for me seriously through thick and thin. 10 months and he's been there for me in every way possible. I would like to apologize if i have hurt you before, if i have been stubborn throughout, the negligence and the awkward silence. You mean the world to me, you're always pampering me and giving me the best treatment. If i have not been doing the same, i'm sorry. I love you very much.

Third is to my dear girls, LR.:

Amirah, my friend and more for 10 years and counting- I love you so much, though sometimes i dont get you, i always care and hope the best for you. I'm sorry if i always vent my frustrations on you, i know i'm the opposite of you, but that is the main reason why you're my best friend. You make me whole, you cheer me up when im sad and show me things i never knew. I enjoy every minute i spend with you. For these 4 years that we have been the closest whilst growing up, i thank you, for teaching me many weird and memorable things. Aku blom lupe eh, kau tolak aku bile primary 6! Musibot. Hahaha, at least you were my bff while i was in p4-6.

I love you, best friend.

Ashiqin- The sunshine girl for 4 years. I'm sorry if we get into bitchfights, sumpah itu time both of us always sarcastic. You're the only one i malas wanna fight back with. And remaining silent, taught me a lot of things, that it's a million times better than talking back. You seriously taught me how to be happy and have fun, despite your deprived childhood of NO PLAYGROUND! I'm sorry if i've disappointed you or hurt you. I care for you like how best friends should, and i'll always will. Being with you has been wonderful, you're like the right of the all the wrongs and being with a very cheerful and fun person has made my life so wonderful, i'll never ever ever never forget you. I love you, best friend.

Emy- The retard all my life. You've been a retard since e were in kindergarten. I swear instead of apologizing, i wanna kick you. I'm sorry i have only wanted the best for you. As someone who has grown up and lived so close to you, i cant help but regard you as my sister. I'm sorry ive been mean and sarcastic, i just want you to change from a selfish little woman to someone who cares more for others, for a change. I really wish you would treat everyone else who actually cares about you, a lil better.Only then you'll appreciate. I hope you evolve and become a sophisticated retard.

I love you, best friend.